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[ this was the non-overwhelming option... kaname scowls a little at himself and scoots back, slowly, to sit up and look himself over. mm. mmmmm.

... mmmmmmmm. ]

I thought you'd put more on me.

[ not that he's disappointed, necessarily, and he pushes his hair behind his ear habitually; as always, the shorter strands fall back to where they were, and he hums in disapproval at the mess before kissing leona again, hand coming up to trace his cheek, his neck, his shoulder. ]

You should. [ is what he decides. ] I like how it felt.

[ that leona wanted to, so casually agreed, on a worthless idol who was little more than a mask to everyone he spoke to. ]

Next time it might not be on ya at all.

[ and now he cleans him off. one hand to wipe it away, before then brushing it off on the edge of his sheets. he finally has a reason to wash them! incredible. not like he can get all of it, kaname's just going to have to live with a sticky tummy for a little bit. because leona's going to cover him up with his own body, and after the next round of kisses he lowers himself down so the side of his head can rest against the other's chest. ]

... I'm glad. Not sayin' it'd be weird if you didn't, but you looked good. Sounded good. Tasted good.

[ grins. ]

Not gonna be the first time. Not gonna be the last time.

[ he meant the hickies... the mess can Go for all he cares, but.

this is nice too, the weight against him and how he knows leona can hear his heartbeat beneath, quickening with the compliments that flush his cheeks with heat and the promise of more. kaname hesitates, then raises a hand to... stroke through the other's hair. this is more of a comfort action as far as he connects, but it's hard to resist when they're close like this. skin to skin.

maybe he'll unwind leona's braids while he's here. let loose. ]

... It's not?

[ oh... that is dangerous. after the compliments, the praise, that's dangerous. ]

Rather... [ mmm mm m he doesn't know what to say. can't they go back to kissing... ] I-I mean, good. That you enjoyed it so much too. And want more.

[ yeah. he's doing his best. why don't they have scripts for this. he's going to wind leona's hair around his fingers and tug it lightly. ]

I... still have to say, though, that I'm not cute.

[ if only life were that easy and messes were avoidable but unfortunately... not with leona. he has a lot to give, hickies and other things alike.

clearly, he's not too heavy or uncomfortable for kaname. a good thing as he's being pet, both of his ears twitching as he deepens his breathing. even as the afterglow leaves him, he's still quite content. fancy how that works: for all the restlessness he's been experiencing, kaname's been one of the very few to provide peace he's wanted for a while. ]

Of course I do. [ this is all good practice for kaname's future, right? to be able to use his words? go off-script? yeah. ]

[ he snorts. ]

Then what are ya?

[ that phrase again. the only reason kaname shifts is to make it just a little more comfortable for himself, more confident in his strokes once it's evident leona appreciates them. there's exactly two others he feels this relaxed around and... being able to add a third is nice, kaname decides tentatively.

he speaks a little quieter, closing his eyes as he does. he can't sleep, probably. shouldn't. narukami might call him if he lingers too long, but that's a little later. ]

I've been told that I have a cool, intelligent appearance -- mature and stylish, [ if it's starting to sound like someone there's a reason for that, ] with a kind, quiet composure.

[ ... who always extends a hand to his companions, who has nothing bad to say about others... kaname smiles wanly to himself; there was no way he could've ever filled those shoes, even if some of those traits are his own. he gets too mean when stressed, he overthinks and speaks thoughtlessly -- he's gotten in trouble each time for these flaws, and for some reason, for some reason...

for some reason, there were still people who smiled when they saw him. ]

I'd like to be some of those things. [ more like his brother... ] Someone with my looks shouldn't be called cute.

[ even if his attitude pins him as it. ]

[ funny how kaname describes things that he would've used to describe himeru after initially meeting him and how quickly those things were proven to be a mirage once the little brother came into play. it makes a lot of sense, if leona were to place a few assumptions in line, about why. the desires and wishes of the younger brother, being played out by the older one...

...

wrapping his arms around kaname's waist, he gives the other a squeeze. ]

I think you are already some of those things. You got plenty of time to work in the others.

[ and sliding back up he goes. his turn to leave kisses, one at each corner of his lips, before licking them. ]

Just don't get too cool and quiet too fast. Less fun to be had that way.

[ kaname hums as he's kissed again, peering open an eye and then shutting it again as he moves his hands up to play with leona's ears instead. gentle pets. ]

When you've already seen me like this? I don't think I could even feign it at this point.

[ which is a little worrying, sure, in the sobering sense that he's putting trust in someone else... but he hasn't made a mistake so far in who he's allowed to see a different side of him, so he's easing into confidence with it bit by bit. he'll make a mistake one of these days, but not today.

... mm. kaname'll open his eyes again, and he'll dodge any attempts at kisses with a turn of his head. ]

... I have a question for you. You'll answer it honestly, won't you?

[ wow. he's not letting leona get any more smooches... amazing. playing coy again, so soon? maybe he does need to tire him out with a little more, just to get him to let leona get his lips on him again and again. ]

Yeah. Got no reason to lie to ya.

[ which is also a lie in and of itself.

leona fixes his gaze on kaname, tilting his head slightly to one side in curiosity. he stares thoughtfully and without skepticism, wondering... what he wishes to ask him. ]

[ mmmmmmmmmmmm.

it's a silly, difficult question to ask, but it's one he snags on when it comes to particular people -- and leona is certainly one of those, now more than ever, though. he doesn't think it would extend this far. ]

... My brother doesn't have anything to do with all of this, [ the closeness, the getting to know each other in the first place maybe, ] does he?

[ it's not exactly what he wants to ask, so he'll follow up with a hesitant clarification. ]

Rather, you didn't approach me after that night just because I'm his younger brother, did you?

[ asked to do so or otherwise, not that he would know. ]

[ he's not trying to dismiss whatever possible insecurities might be hanging onto his words, but leona's visibly taken aback. he doesn't pull away though--- instead, he continues to press himself into kaname's space and continues to smother him with his presence. he wants to just... ]

Nah. If anythin', he'd probably kill me and hang my hide outside of your house if he knew 'bout this.

[ not to say that leona wouldn't fight back and probably win, but. yeah. ]

I didn't approach you just 'cause of your brother. I didn't even know... he left me after comin' to my room in a panic. Left me his gemstone to keep it safe until after he knew you were safe.

[ he's not going to force another kiss, but he feels more protective than ever. that's for sure. ]

So I was curious. Assumed you were related. Wanted to see for myself why he'd risk everything... makes sense now.

[ too much sense, actually. ]

[ surely it's supposed to be comforting. it's something he should want to hear -- and in part, sure, it is.

but at the same time there's a sharp jump in his chest and kaname's hands grip harder at the ears automatically, loosening only to move back down to leona's hair to dig in there. ]

... What do you mean, "risk everything"?

[ why would he leave his gemstone? the very thing that he'd told kaname to keep safe -- that was their life, in more words than that, a precious little stone that was everything that they were flaws and all? ]

His life, for starters.

[ there's no reason to dull the seriousness of what himeru set out to do when he left the safety of leona's apartment that night. even he warned the impulsive idol from going out and making what could've been a fatal mistake. ]

But he left me the stone 'cause he trusted me... 'cause he knows how powerful I am. Even without my magic that night, I'm still pretty damn strong.

[ his muscles don't lie. ]

I wasn't gonna betray him. No reason to. Still don't have any reason to.

[ ... oh, just that. he seems to ease back again, dropping his head against the sheets and closing his eyes with a long sigh. it isn't as if he understood what matoba had put into his head, but the riddle-like words drift back every now and then. ]

If that's all, then nevermind. I was worried about something else.

[ something he'd done himself, though he doesn't know his brother has also given blood to save what time they had together. ]

... I'm relieved it has nothing to do with him, though.

[ mm. he doesn't know how to say it without giving too much of his worries away, though, so he'll leave it at that and let his hands trace over the clawing he gave leona earlier. pressing over the raised skin lightly, experimentally. ]

I can't stay the night. [ an apology. ] What do you usually do after... this?

[ sort of... thing........ ]

[ whatever that has kaname suddenly worried like that... begs the question of how important it must be. yet he doesn't open up any further and while leona's curiosity is now piqued, he's not here to push any further. no--- why ruin a good thing? he gets to have kaname a little longer, the feeling of those fingers against scraped skin forcing a sigh of relief (or something like it) out of the beastman.

... ]

's okay. I get it. [ that he can't just... out himself here. he has a place to return to. a brother to keep company. no use in hiding a little disappointment though, because he is. ]

Can lie here for a bit if you want, or if you're desperate to get clean, my shower's fine. Shampoo and conditioner, bar soap... and if you want help gettin' your back, I can join ya.

[ but otherwise, he's content in snuggling. ]

I'm in no hurry to leave you... mm.

[ ... kingscholar... or leona... mmmmmm. does it mandate a change? should it... he'd only relented earlier because it was easier to say, but it isn't as if he's having difficulties now. ]

... Leona. [ it does feel nice in his mouth. and it'll be easier when he's referring to the other as well, so the warmth that drips in now isn't present around those who might catch wise.

he doesn't want his brother to string leona up, after all. ] Anyway, I... do think I like the sound of your offer.

[ he hasn't showered with someone he liked before... new experiences, and honestly thinking of doing a full body like he wants makes him feel a little tired. maybe he'll get the beastman to wash his hair too. ]

[ it's nice hearing kaname say his name. it brings a smile to his face, and some of those worries are assuaged by his voice alone. he can't really describe why it does--- maybe it's the tone? the warmth that lingers in his ears?

he'll bottle up that feeling for later. ]

Nice. Here, lemme get off of ya and then... we can continue a lil' in the shower.

[ best place to get dirty is the place you get clean. kind of.

and then he grins. ]

Might get hungry. Might need to nibble on ya.

[ continue... nibble... kaname flushes, biting at leona's lips briefly before letting him go. get up then. ]

Feel free to try. I'll bite back.

[ kaname'll be a little more sheepish with his nakedness, regardless of what they'd just done he's not used to being so bare around others, but it's fine. he'll get over it in time. ]

That's what I want.

[ as he rolls off, he holds a hand out to kaname. though he feels lethargic, he can't help but have a burst of... some kind of energy. something youthful? playful? maybe it's a second wind of arousal, too.

either way, the shower is turned on with a flick of the wrist. thanks, magic. ]

You did seem to like it in the moment...

[ ... he's taking the blanket. it's his robe now as he takes leona's hand and follows up, shivering a little at the lack of warmth enveloping him. he misses it already. he wants to be back under leona, surrounded and overwhelmed. it was cozy, comfy, and he'd definitely be lulled to sleep with those conditions.

the magic is cool as ever though, kaname's head ticking up in that direction. ]

Can you lift someone with magic too?

[ just asking... ]

When you're doin' it, yeah.

[ anyone else? he might not enjoy it as much. simple.

...

it's okay. he'll drape himself around kaname as soon as he's up, escorting him towards the bathroom. it's small but it'll be fine. if they're up against each other, the shower will definitely not feel as cramped. ]

Hm. I can try but I dunno. Not sure how comfortable it'll be. It's not like ridin' a broom.

[ oh, he wasn't expecting that, not the answer or the weight on him... give him a moment and he'll let himself be shuffled onward. it's small... he wasn't expecting anything big, but kaname's still not impressed. do you know how big his house bathroom is? bigger than an apartment's.

but it'll do. let him... shimmy off the blanket, the marks leona'd left more pronounced given time to swell and darken. kaname scoffs in disbelief, turning his head to make sure the other isn't pulling his leg. ]

You ride on brooms? Don't tell me you cook in cauldrons too, Leona.

[ leona's definitely used to extravagance, so... yeah. it's not great. he's had much better. maybe he'll think about moving one day to a place that is just more... livable? even his room back in the savanaclaw dorm was nicer--- even had his own private bathroom just because he was the leader.

...

also how does kaname know, is he a secret mage?! ]

Don't cook in 'em, but we make plenty of potions using 'em. Best thing to use because it keeps dangerous stuff inside and away from your body and face.

[ and alchemy is one of his strongest subjects, so. ]

... You're not joking.

[ unbelievable... magic, brooms, cauldrons with potions... forget a cool title like mage, leona's just a witch isn't he. like your bog standard halloween witch. but he's a very strong witch. all he's lacking is a familiar-- wait. ]

Do you have a little familiar too? Does your school's uniform include a pointed hat? You're the one who suggested the shower, but you won't start melting if running water touches you, will you?

[ the last one's weird but bear with him, he's not letting leona step in until he's sure he won't have a pile of lion goop to contend with. ]

[ okay. he's really milking some kind of stereotypical perception of wizards... witches... mages... and leona gets it.

doesn't mean he likes it though! ]

Nah. Got plenty of second and first years though, if that counts. My uniform is what you've seen me in--- vest, pants. And I'm perfectly fine in water.

[ the only lion goop is... you know. ]

Promise I'm not gonna slip into the drain.

[ hm...................

okay. kaname'll check the temperature before he pulls leona in with him, get soaked. ]

Good. I'd be upset if you melted.

[ that... feels better yeah. these showers always remind him of the ones the non-special students had to share, and having someone with him today intensifies it, but he vastly prefers the company of this particular beast to the ones at school. though he always tried to do it alone anyway. ]

You'd be a hassle and a half to clean up, and I'm not fond of hassles either. Too bad about the pointed that, though -- I think you'd look good in one.

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